It has been a slow day.


Woke up too early for my own good this morning. Had this sudden urge to go to church, which is wierd because I haven't been there in almost two years. Just went for morning mass. Just singing along to the hymns and praying in faith rid me of that empty feeling I've been experiencing for a few days. It felt good to know that I had a purpose, and that I was actually living for someone.


Went home and my mind totally blanked out. I had absolutely no idea what to do. Ended up watching Naruto for most of the day until Zhi Jun told me the timetables were out. The empty feeling came back.


I'm probably becoming too emotionally attached. I just can't get over it, as much as I say I can. While others are preparing to move on, I'm still looking back and wondering "Why couldn't it stay this way?". The love for the known and the uncertainty of the future makes it hard to let go. LMAO, I'm getting all emotional.


It'll pass. I'm sure.